Happiness is the hardest theory in life .

Updates

2012-02-01T21:46:00.003+08:00

Yeah, finally I'm here to update. (I doubt anyone is reading)

Is 2012 now, time flies. And get a life Mayans, the world won't end on the date you guys have mention, because you guys are NOT God.

I still want to live my life to the fullest and completely!

Okay, enough said.

I got back my second try 'O' result. I flunked it again, yes I did.

But on a lighter note, I managed to get my 5 'O' level credits! This means I won't have any problem looking for a job in the govt sector. IF I want to.

So after much considerations, thinking, suggestions and so on.

I have decided to go for NP's diploma in health science, in another word, Nursing.

Most people went, "You need to have the PASSION eh." "Walao, you need to clean people's ass." "Eh a lot of attachments one sia. "

K I know you guys are being concern. (be it mockery or real concern idgaf)

This is my life, I will pull through these 3 years of being in an eye-opening course.

I have my reasons for choosing this course.

I literally went through all the courses that I'm eligible for and so on.

Sadly, only nursing interest me, they have lots of fun modules!

My dream is to be a (forensic maybe) psychologist. So yeah, nursing is more or less related to it.

So I will be working hard towards uni so that I will be able to major in psychology studies.

I really don't hate nurses, nursing or whatever. I find nurses are noble bunch of people I swear.

Just that given my character, I cannot be stuck in this field so yup.

Still, I hope God will create miracle. I might love nursing in the end and work hard to be a head nurse or whatever.

Lastly, I hope I will meet awesome friends while schooling (I doubt so. Lol) :(

Whatever it is, I know God will always be here for me to give me the strength and wisdom I need.

I know I can overcome all the difficulties.

GPA <3.8, CHIONG AH! (Okay I will have 2.5months of break)

Bye people!

Love God and his only son, Jesus! :) :)

Normal day

2011-11-11T18:31:00.002+08:00

Beautiful date. 11-11-11.

Have a good one people!

God will always be with us.

Legal

2011-10-02T23:55:00.002+08:00

I am officially 18, days ago.

So I am here just to change my age on the profile on the right side. HAHAHAHA.

Anyway I had an awesome celebration with my clique.

Love you guys :D

And how are you my dear?

Trying

2011-07-14T02:21:00.003+08:00

I know is not going to work because no one is reading my blog but I will still try.

I am currently looking for ..

If you do have it I am willing to offer 80bucks provided is in acceptable condition.

Size UK 4 or 6. Thanks!

Please contact me at michaela_kitty@hotmail.com ;)

God bless. xoxo ~

Same old ..

2011-07-03T23:16:00.003+08:00

Oh well, I think I have gotten worse :(

I have been going out very often as my friends had their term break few weeks back.

I didn't go church for nearly a month too. I am really a sinner. Gosh.

I don't think is a good idea to miss it. Lol.

Alright, is a new month, JULY. Everyone has gone back to school. I shall hit the books too :)

No idea why, I suddenly have the thought that I may get into some course in Polytechnic that I never would imagine myself to be in. Lol.

Nevermind, I should just give my best shot and decide after that. Haha!

My blog is obviously dying but I don't bear to close it because it has been with me for around 5 years. Tons of memories with everyone.

I need to turn in already anyway.

I have work tomorrow. Boo :(

Lastly, I miss this particular crap. Whatever ~

Rely

2011-05-30T01:29:00.002+08:00

I have committed one of the biggest sin.
And that is to rely on someone mentally way too much.
Now he's gone and I'm lost and despair.

God, I am sorry for being a rebellious child and going against you all the time.
I have no idea what I am doing ..

Oh well, I have better things to do.
Learn to be a better child of God and my parents. Of course mug my ass off for O level too!

Dead

2011-05-04T00:40:00.003+08:00

My blog is so dead. Now is May, time really flies!
I have nothing much to post. My life is just work, work and work.
I guess I will quit after June and I'm so gonna focus on my O's from July all the way until the end of O's. Life sucks without school, hearing everyone talking about their Poly life really sucks.
I am not holding against anybody, I know I brought this to myself. Nvm, God is giving me one last chance. Study hard Mich!

I even thought of a plan .. (if I am able to make it. Oh well, pretty hard)

NP, Dip in CMC > Shih Hsin University in Taiwan > Return to SG and work for Mediacorp.

Beautiful life isn't it? I need to work hard if not God won't help me I guess :(
No more distractions! Especially relationship, he's ignoring me, yes he is. Fine then, I am getting over you bit by bit, overall you are just a young boy. I am just confused, I don't like him in a 'relationship manner' also. No idea how to explain! Alright, I shouldn't have took it seriously. Another one is enjoying his life without me too ..... Why am I so unwanted? I think I'm too boring .... Well, shall just lead a new life!

Bye people!
(I doubt anyone is reading)

Deserve another chance

2011-04-01T03:52:00.002+08:00

Why am I constantly keep getting this?
I am not happy with my life, again.

God, please, I pray for the strength. I gotta be strong and pull through this year ..

Day by day ..

2011-02-14T16:00:00.005+08:00

Alright my blog is dying.

Nothing much to update actually. Just busy spending time with friends and work. Love it. :p I guess is something good? But I really wonder such life can last for how long ..
Anyway night classes are going to commence next week, kinda look forward to it? Because I am dying to study but I have no idea where to study! (Wow, is Mich. :p) Hopefully I will be able to be attentive during lesson, I am not there to make friends but study! Feeling cool to be studying with a group of working adults actually. You know, they are more mature which means that the class environment will be very conducive. :) God bless!! Psychiatrist/ NP'BA here I comeeeeee.

In case you guys don't know, I got myself a new haircut 3 weeks ago! Pretty proud of it because almost everyone says is nice. :p I am sure there will be girls who are jealous that I can suit any hairstyles. Hehehe. I am thick skinned but I don't care. But sadly, my hair is growing way too fast and is going haywire. :( I am so gonna try new hairstyle again after my hair is even longer!!! And I desperately need braces and laser treatment. Oh well, which girl doesn't wants to be pretty? :(

Oh btw, HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY LOVELIES!
Even though I am single but I am going to watch movie with the guys in the night later, hehe. 8)

Shall stop typing, bye!

Puzzled

2011-01-23T01:29:00.003+08:00

Feeling so much happier now.
God seems to be doing something about my life. Oh well, he is always doing something but I only can feel it now. Opps!
I hope I can maintain this. So that I can focus fully on my second try of O's and work. NP's BA, here I comeeee. Failed once doesn't means I will fail forever. Gambateh Mich!!! Hehe. ^^v
(I think I am like damn self high today. Lol)

CNY is arriving. I can't wait but I hope no one will ask about my O's result because I flunked it big time! Anyway CNY = Red packets!! This means I can get my Polaroid camera, hehehehe. Boring much, no one is talking to me now. I think I will update this blog more often. :D

I have to turn in soon. I don't want to be late for church.
I must change for the better and kick away all my bad habits!!!
God bless. :D

Bye lovelies!

Whatever.

2011-01-18T14:29:00.002+08:00

All good things always come to an end eventually. Why?

I am always hoping for God's reply. So tired of everything. Really.
At that point of time, not only myself, everyone find me so 'zai'. They even salute me for my doing. But guys, know what? I regretted, like mad. I was happy at first...
I have no idea why I am feeling this way, this is the first time I am like that. Gosh, Mich you are crazy.
I am tired, really.

So what if I'm turning 18? I assume that this year will be a horrible one for me.
I am not schooling, I can't meet new people. Majority of my friends are attending school soon.
Sooner or later everyone will have their own life. I am all alone here.
No one will be here for me.
Whatever. I am not emo-ing. I am just stating facts down. Emo people sucks. Lol.

I hate 2.0.1.1.

2011

2011-01-16T02:48:00.002+08:00

It has been ages since I update this rusty blog.

Oh well. 2011 is a bad one for me.
I failed my O's. Retaking this year.
Won't be attending school this year when most of my friends are.
I am not trying to be an emo kid here alright.
But I really hate this. Damn.

I need someone to love me ok.

Bye all.

Troubled

2010-12-14T02:35:00.003+08:00

Have been working for Topshop for 2 days.
Shall not elaborate much, I hate wearing make up to work. So if happen to bump into me during work please don't mock me. I myself feel ugly and bad in it. I doubt I will be working long. I really wonder why I am such a loser. Ah, forget it. Not in a good mood now and I am working tomorrow. Oh, AuditionSEA is failing me now too. Damn, this month is really bad -.- God show some mercy pleaseeeee :( Walao, I really miss working @ Nike Factory Store. Had sooooo much fun there :D

......

It still affects me, shit.
Time to move on and don't ever look back. Time to grow up =)
Awww, I miss a chance. Oh my, why I am even thinking about it.
Sigh, this is a sign to show that I am deprived of love ._.

Ok bye humans.
Hopefully I can find a new job by next month:D

Wonderful day

2010-11-24T01:01:00.020+08:00

Prom Grad Night is over. Well, time flies isn't it?

Longggg time since I have updated ~

I had a great time with everyone, so happy. It was a good good day. Those who are close with me will know whyyyyy. (Y) HAHAHAHA. Anyway it was cool to have Prom at a hotel. It was conducted at Concorde Hotel @ Town. At first I thought it was pretty low-class but ended up it was good. Hehe, so never judge a book by its cover ^^ Ah, finally had a chance to try unlike last year, it was in school. Super pathetic eh? -.- But I have nothing much to say about Prom because overall it was just about games, performances, photo taking. I guess every one of us enjoyed :D But during the game I was so unlucky and got 'chosen' to stand on the chair with my dress and heels just to BLOW BALLOON UNTIL IT BURST HAHA. But thanks to lovelies they play cheat by using pencil to burst for me :P After Prom headed to Hg plaza for pool and everyone threw weird glance at us because all of us were so formally dressed and even heard one person "eh simi taiji? " to his friend, funny ttm. HAHA. Raine's dad came to send us home and my heels are killing me as usual..... Anyway this is one of my best day, hehe.

Though I looked real bad and way-too-mature. Sigh, forget it ^^

Okay, time for some photos! (Not in order)

Okay, end post. Bye! :)

Rejoice

2010-11-13T03:14:00.002+08:00

O's has finally ended. The day I have been waiting for :D But I am working from next week onwards. How sad. Nvm, ka-ching $_$ coming in!!!

Prom is just around one week+ away and I have so many things to do. New haircut/colour(?), shopping to be done. Quite bored.....Feel so empty, because O's is over and I have nothing to do. HAHAHAHHA. Bored like shit, what should I do? And I just painted my nails in pink!! Whee ~ Okay, I'm tired already. Time to turn in :) Byeeeeeeeeee.

Still not the one,

2010-11-02T14:16:00.004+08:00

Finally have the time to blog.

I won't be having any paper for this week until next Monday. Coolios :D

But I have Art coursework to do for paper 2, damn. Well, I am back to drawing roses, again. Should draw something I'm good in, why avoid it? HAHAHAHA. But I am dead I guess. I have the "O-level-seems-to-be-over" feel. No longer motivated to study. I must push myself hard!! Though I am watching shows on laptop now. LOL. Oh yea, Mummy just bought me a Macbook Pro. Seriously I love it, I don't care if people think I am showing off. Anyway I don't think anyone will be reading so I am just talking to myself. HAHAHAHA. Crazy much. Bored aye, now I think about the O's result being release on Jan I am stressed again. I think I really cannot make it. So far I flunked my Physics/Geog/Emath P1. How great can I be? ARGH, GOD SAVE ME!!!!!! I think I am really crazy. Sigh. Anticipating next Friday, our freedom!! I miss playing pool, going shopping, bitching about people with clique. Can't wait for Prom which is on the 22nd Nov, hehe ^^ Lastly I want to work :D

Kk shall end here.

May God bless all the O's candidates.

With luvs. :)

2010-10-20T00:27:00.003+08:00

Happy 17th birthday to Kelly Hong & Alan Poh ^^
Enjoy your day!

Today is a beautiful date.
20-10-2010 :)

Getting Art Paper 2 later (Past 12 midnight already). Boooooooooo x100
Ever since I reached home, I didn't do much study. Damn guilty! Nvm, I'm going to school later to study probably till 5pm then go home. Good girl right!! Heheh. Guys, wish me luck yea because it just 5 more days to the very first paper. I can't believe that I am playing Restaurant City despite of the nearing O's. Omg, feel like slapping myself hard. I can feel it, the fear, for the first time. I think mugging hard is the only way to reduce this fear. Jiayou all! (Whoever is reading this and again I don't think anyone will read ._.)

Oh ya....

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Their stuffs are really nice. Hehe. Support har, thanks! :P

Signing off,
Bye!

Changes

2010-10-19T02:58:00.003+08:00

" I will only stop loving you when the pigs fly "

Familiar line, haha.

Guys hate emo girls.
I hate it too. Thats why I am no longer one, really :) Life has been so much better for me but I miss school days with clique and friends!!! Lately has been busy for me, with the preparation for O's for the past 1 week at Aunt's house(Now I am back home). I don't want my cousins' effort to go down the drain. I must do well for the sake of them too. I am very grateful towards them. God is being kind to me, he has given me wonderful family and friends :) Don't see the importance of love, relationship anymore :D Ayeeee, I seriously can't wait for O's to be over. Shopping, pool, movies, mahjongs, WORK here I come :D Hehehehe. Should not think so much because I still have exactly 6 more days before the beginning of O's. Oh dearrrrr......

I am not asking much. I just want things back to normal, that simple and beautiful friendship.

Slack

2010-10-15T00:01:00.001+08:00

These two days had been pretty relaxed for me. This is a bad sign, I must find back the fighting spirit!!!! Sigh. I think I'm falling sick soon. Body seems to be weaken and having sore throat :( I don't want to fall sick at such timing. Omgggg. This is killing me! Forget it, hopefully it won't affect my revision. Doing Emath and Chemistry tomorrow. Love my cousinssss. Hehe :) And I finally know how to play Monopoly Deal! Hoho. Suddenly have some thoughts on my mind. I find them I'm such a burden to my family, friends and .... Annoying to them I guess. So hard to turn into a new leaf. Sigh. Omg I am talking shit, I guess I'm too stress. I don't know, my mind will break down anytime. Screw my life. I'm talking to myself again. Lol. I guess is time for some rest before Mr. Fever come and visit me. (I can feel it -.-) Nights humans!!

Traces of fatigues

2010-10-12T23:18:00.001+08:00

Have so so much do study. I really hope and pray that I will be able to finish most of my revision by the time I attend my uncle's wedding on 22nd Oct. And I hope the dress I ordered online will arrive by 21st Oct -.- Ayeeee, this remind myself that O's science practical it just next Thursday and I'm getting my Art paper 2 question on next Wednesday. Seriously, I'm dying... Intensive revision here at aunt's house with the help of lovely cousins here makes me so tired but I'm glad that it is productive. Finally, I managed to have some time to rest but really want to thank my cousins sincerely for the help. Hopefully my result won't let them down as well as my parents :) Pretty cool huh, staying at aunt'a house until either Saturday or Monday. Hope I didn't bother them..... But currently so stressful uh, sigh. He's not here for me. Well, I'm nobody also. Hahaha.... Shouldn't bother him too ;) Anyway I'm feeling fine just some random thoughts. I seriously don't think anyone will be reading this. You guys should be busy with revision for upcoming exams right!? HAHAHAHA. I think I'm going out of mind. Who cares. Lol. I miss that dumb, lalalala ~ P/S Trying hard not to get distracted ohhhh. Mich, jiayou ^^ Woah, just realize I typed so so much LOL. And I love posting with itouch now. Wahaha ^^ kk, bye all ^^ Miss me ~

10.10.10

2010-10-10T10:04:00.007+08:00

Shall post something on this beautiful date :)

Let me blog about.... 5N1! (There are more photos)

Feeling quite bored that actually I no need to attend school anymore. Awwww.
I guess the 5N1 babies miss one another much. Like what Dzu said, our class is special because there are all sorts of people in it. Haha!
Anyway I would like to thank them sincerely for bringing me joy which brightens up my school days. No matter how upset I am the previous night, they always made me laugh without fail :) Apart from that, they always make dull and boring lesson (especially English) interesting with their funny and lame jokes. This cute class got punished, scolded, screamed together. Also, played, laughed, gossiped together. We grew up together as one. So so many precious moments. Feeling quite sad to part with all of them, is like a 'breakup' with someone you love and you know that things won't be back anymore. HAHAHAH -.- Now this class is part of me no matter what! :D Love all my classmates ~

Time flies and eventually everyone will have to move on.
Well, just hope all of them will work hard for O's, is our last lap alr!!
Love you babies!

Hectic

2010-10-08T20:03:00.002+08:00

Currently in school having night class. And it is also the last day of school for my secondary education alr :( But had a great time with classmates today! Anw Studies have successfully made my mind wander off from some matters. Way to go Mich! :D and it is my first time posting with my I-touch, cool. Hehe LOL :P
Ohya, going down Jalan Kayu for pratas meal with clique after night class, cheers ^^

Hopes

2010-10-07T20:34:00.005+08:00

" I know that I'm not perfect but I keep trying. "

Not only apply on love, but kinship, friendship and studies as well.
In fact everything :)
I'm trying hard to change for the better!
Sorry to everyone, lately having serious mood swing.
Oh dear......

Btw, time flies! Tomorrow is last day of school for all the O's candidates of PHSS.
Pretty sad huh :/

Well, I have no more time to waste.
18 more days to O's! Byeeeeeeee.

Clueless

2010-10-06T20:33:00.003+08:00

What is life all about?

It had been a bad day in school today.
Don't really feel good.
Just pray that tomorrow will be a better day :)
Mr O's approaching, can't wait to end my 'relationship' with him. Haha!

What's the point.. Forget it babe. :)

Day by day.

2010-10-05T18:31:00.003+08:00

Pretty productive today :)
Moving on with life smoothly I guess(?).

Chem mock test tomorrow like again.
Hopefully I won't flunk too badly. BWAHAHAHA ^.^

It just 20 days more!!!
Okay, I'm trying to scare myself. Hehe :B
Sigh, so pathetic, suddenly have no idea where I want to go after O's.
Forget it, shall just give my best shot first! :)

Time to off comp.
Bye humans, with luvs.

Stressed

2010-10-04T20:36:00.003+08:00

It just 3 more weeks to O's and can't believe that I am blogging right now.
Rah!!!

Argh, I hate this.
My imagination goes wild again. Mich, don't get distracted!!!
What the heck I am thinking, grrrr..
Feel so bad for not telling the truth when I'm being questioned. So SORRY.
Well, I am a lousy liar overall. HAHAHAH -.-
You know, everything is driving me nuts >:(
Sigh, O's most important for now!!!
I shall chiong aaahhhhhhhhhhhhh for my studies :D :D
P/S Procrastination sucks!

Bye peeps!

Growing up.

2010-10-03T19:47:00.004+08:00

How I wish these moments stay, it was great :)
(Only post up a few, sorry humans.)

Time flies, we are leaving school this coming Friday.
All of us grew up, screamed, laughed, gossiped together.
Ha, life is good with them.

Look back to the past, I guess I am growing up too.
Met so many things in life.
From love to hate.
Great friends, great teachers, great colleagues.
Deeply thank you all, for listening to me, being there for me.
Ah, suddenly realised so many things. HAHAHA.
But there's one thing I failed terribly...
I do not know how to control my emotions, and I am ALWAYS paranoid....
Rahhhh. Lol.

At times I thought I am almost healed,
I thought I'm over it and even moved on.
Feeling, poof! Is there again, stuck with me.
I have no idea why, HAHAHAHA.
I know that someone (who is much more dumber than me!) will read this.
But I have no intention at all okay!!
Well this is my blog, I have rights to post how I feel, right? ^.^
But I am sorry if you minddddd about this!
I am feeling fine now in fact. Hahah.

Shall end my post here. Bye humans!

2010-10-03T12:56:00.003+08:00

Marina Barrage > Cineleisure > Pasir Ris for BBQ > Home
Had a great time yesterday with lovelies ^.^
Happygurl_93. HAHAHA.
And Johnathan's parents were really nice to send Raine and me home after BBQ :)
Thanks everyone!!!!

Pictures are all up on facebook! Hehehe.
I guess I will stop(or frequently) blogging until end of O's.

Well, someone is reading this blog.
Pretty shock that this blog still have reader -.- HAHAHAHA.
Paiseh like ........

Anw I am a happygurl_93(heheh!) until I think of O's, bad to stressedgurl_93. Boo!!!

2010-10-02T14:13:00.001+08:00

HI ALOYSIUS TAN. < Reply this if you see this. HAHAHAHAHA. Funny ttm. Lol!

Lies

2010-10-02T13:32:00.003+08:00

I am nothing you see as a friend.
I am so glad yet pretty upset that I could read you so well.
Alright, I have promised myself to stay afresh.
Shouldn't be typing all these right now.
Bye humans, this sucks.

17th

2010-09-30T21:53:00.001+08:00

I want to thank my family, beloved 5N1, Kelly, Josiah teachers and friends.

You guys made my 17th birthday a good and enjoyable one.
Love all of you!!!

And, he wished me. HAHA. I feel so retarded to be happy over trivial matter ._.
He may not like me alr but, it doesn't matter anymore I guess... :')

Older a year, should be more mature Mich!
Study hard for the remaining 25days (Very soon will be 24).
Work miracle and prove to others!!!
Nothing in my mind for now other than O's.

End here, bye!

2010-09-29T22:51:00.000+08:00

I promise, I will work hard to let go and move on with life.
Cheers Mich ! :)

2010-09-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is my birthday and it is definitely out of your mind.
You won't remember it.
Well, I'm really not looking forward to anything from you.
Just typing down how I feel.

I am sorry for all these mess. I like you still...
I really wonder what is wrong?
I doubt you will see this actually.

Anyway I should thank God for my wonderful family and friends instead of whining :)

Tear me apart

2010-09-18T16:32:00.000+08:00

" It's amazing how two people can be so perfect for each other but they're both too scared to get hurt that they don't do anything about it. "

Puzzled

2010-09-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

~~Dear~~ boy,

What happened to you lately?
You seems to be moody these few days.
I'm sorry for everything.
I hope to salvage this situation.
This feeling sucks, I hate it.

Sigh...

Complication

2010-09-11T01:45:00.001+08:00

Mr A, I'm in love with you, again.

2010-09-02T22:48:00.001+08:00

I am slowly getting myself on pace already :)
52 more days, Michaela you can do it !

Well, just don't get distracted. Don't think too much. Don't be paranoid!!!

2010-08-18T20:49:00.002+08:00

Releasing of GCE 'O' MT result today.

Pretty disappointing.
I only managed to get A2.
I'm a fucktard. I'm dumb. I'm stupid.
I didn't study for this despite knowing that A1 for MT is very important for me.
I treated it too lightly as thou I am playing a game.
What to do? Sigh.

Anyway God worked miracle on me.
I can feel it.
Praise the Lord :)

Strive hard for the remaining days, for the sake of more distinctions!!

2010-08-09T10:40:00.003+08:00

Me : * Approached him *
Him : (With a bright smile) " Yes Miss, can I help you? "
Me : " Any particular pair of shoes here suit me ? "
Him : * Pick up one ugly designed shoes *
Him : " Nahhh "

Both of us : * Start laughing *

Not everyone understands, but its okay.
I am just thinking about the past. When will I be able to see him again?

This blog is dying, so the owner...

2010-07-11T21:23:00.001+08:00

I miss seeing your name lighting up whenever you talk to me on MSN.

You don’t start conversations with me anymore.
And I’m too scared to start one....

2010-07-11T19:14:00.004+08:00

I am not consistent with my work at all.
DPA has officially started since 3 days ago and I have yet send in my application.
I don't wish to lose out but at the same time I feel that I won't get shortlisted at all.
Poor grades, lousy attitude.
F9 for science during prelim. I guess I got to hire a science tutor asap.
Regarding art, I gotta rush for it. But I have been a good girl staying back to finish up my final work.
Any applause for me? Pathetic O's life.
But I suppose I will miss all these nonsense after I graduate, ironic huh?
SCREAMS. I AM STRESSED UP TOTALLY.

Well before the battle start I MUST catch up with the World Cup final showdown later @ 2.30am!
HAHAHAHA. SLAP MYSELF.

2010-07-03T01:16:00.002+08:00

Today my crush was telling me how he was in love with the most beautiful person in the world.

I just listened but didn't say much.

After a while, he says, "Don't you know I have been talking about you this whole time?"

His LGMH.

- This story above seriously makes me feel that love is the most beautiful gift on the world.
But I will not get to receive such a gift...

2010-06-29T23:21:00.005+08:00

This blog is rotting away by itself. Where is the owner?
HERE I AM! MUHAHA.

I spent my June holiday in an enjoyable manner BUT without the presence of books and notes.
I am so dead. I hate procrastination. Sigh.

Preliminary exams this entire week.
And I have not been studying for it.
I guess I will flunked my whole prelim exam.

Everyone seems to be dead serious with this crucial year. How about me?
Michaela, where are your promises? ....

2010-06-29T23:21:00.001+08:00

Month One.
Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

2010-05-26T23:42:00.002+08:00

I really have no time to update this dead blog.
How ironic could it be when I am feeling busy yet not striving hard for anything, lol.

Sigh.
Art coursework remain untouched for 2months but I think more than that.
Really can't be bothered any longer.

And right now I am facing a bigger challenge.
That is GCE 'O' Mother Tongue Paper 1 and 2 which is just 5days away!
Or rather 4 days because one day has passed and I done nuts.
I don't have any faith that I will be able to obtain A1 for it because my preliminary result for Mother Tongue was too demoralizing.
Can you believe I freaking got a B3 only!! 'Best' part was I got C5 for my paper 1.
Seriously I hate to write Chinese essays >:(

K, I shall stop complaining and ought to pull up my socks real high up for the last 4 days I got.
No more slacking, the first 5months of the year wasn't productive for me at all!!! ARGH.
Anw I will get over O's and achieve good grades.
Mind you, its not impossible :)

I got to achieve my dream.. Ngee Ann Polytechnic next year,
& Hopefully Shih Hsin University @ Taiwan in year 2015 too..

Best of luck to those who are also sitting for the upcoming Mother Tongue paper :)
Off to bed, bye humans.

2010-05-17T23:13:00.002+08:00

School life has been real hectic for me.
Until to the extend that even I have spare time I would rather spend it on replenishing my sleep.
Seriously deprive of sleep.
Well, partly cause of lack of time management .
O's Mother Tongue approaching real soon, all the best everyone! :)
I hope I will able to obtain A1 so that I need not retake the second time.

Friday having Sports Day. Argh, so not looking forward >:(
I shall update with overdue photos soon. (Alicia's birthday, Von's chalet and so on)
A lot to update ley!! HAHAHAH.

I am so effing tired now.
Lazy to type anymore, down with flu.
Bye all!

-Sigh, why are all the good things being taken away from me :/

2010-04-30T23:57:00.002+08:00

Nearing one month since I have posted an entry.

Shall update tomorrow.
So guys remember to tune in for my updates! ;)
HEHE.

P/S I'm tired today, energy got drained off totally by the humid weather and strong sun :/

我应该先哭泣还是先忘记?..

2010-04-05T00:49:00.012+08:00

You can choose not to read this post, I am not kidding :)

School is going to start in roughly 6hours time and I have yet turn in.
Yes, I am still tackling my homework.
Working hard at the eleventh hour again, gosh. Or rather I should put it in a nicer manner.
I am a night person, I can't focus during daytime.
I think I am going to be nocturnal soon -.-

I detest the life I am having now.
I totally had enough of it!!
Stucked with homework instead of sleeping soundly on bed in the middle of the night.
Worst thing, period pain is not making my day good.

I need 'aid' in E-maths (Vectors & Trigonometry), Chemistry, Physics.
All these are killing me.
I can't cope any further. I still have coursework to complete.
It was remained untouched throughout this long weekend..
Michaela you are failing, and breaking your own promise.
Awww, what to do? Seriously I suck -.-

Sigh.
There are times I wish that I have a boyfriend who will always be there for me.
Whom I love deeply unlike how I felt towards most of my exs.
Where's is my prince charming?
I sound like a desperate bitch, ha.
But please understand the stress that an O's candidate is going through.
Too bad if you can't understand then. Jolly well keep your mouth shut tightly.

But I am so glad that school teachers are giving us tons of work to complete.
(Though at times I asked myself how could they be so inhuman!!)
Thank you teachers ^^ (Smell the sarcasm please)
Don't be in a rush to say that I am insane, hear me out first and you will know why.
Tons of work to be completed meaning that I have no time for r/s affairs.
And this also means that I am thinking of him lesser and lesser.
Instead of spending my time just thinking thinking thinking about you ~
Because I am really missing missing you ~
(K, crap. Meet Me Halfway's lyrics -.-)
Because I have buried him deep down in my heart.
Go ahead and say that I'm mushy, I don't give any damn.

Homework, school work, coursework lastly O's imbued my mind.
What a life that I am leading..
Sometime I was so occupied that I even forget the fact that I actually like Mr.S.
How great? I am so proud of myself. *Applause*
I think I am being too obvious, ha. (Don't come and ask who it is, I will get irritated -.-)
Fine, I know my chances are slim. But does that bother? No :)
In love, we need not be with the one that we like/love, agree?
I think I am going nuts, answering my own question.
But I suddenly have the urge to blog and vent out all my unhappiness and thoughts.
I think this way worked out perfectly for me. All the way Mich!

And I can get a life seriously because I have wasted 25mins or so blogging.

But lastly.. God I love you. Hereby give thanks for everything :)
Okay, you can say that I am random -.-

Ending here..
Nights, think I am going to turn in soon.
I can strongly feel the fatigue in me now. Bye!

(Scrolled up and realized that I actually typed down such a longgggggg post -.-)

If you have read this post and think is a waste of time.
Sorry, I am not responsible for that.
Because I have clearly state above that you can choose NOT to read. ^^

2010-04-01T23:19:00.001+08:00

Farewell
~ Anne Bronte Farewell to thee! but not farewell
To all my fondest thoughts of thee:
Within my heart they still shall dwell;
And they shall cheer and comfort me.
O, beautiful, and full of grace!
If thou hadst never met mine eye,
I had not dreamed a living face
Could fancied charms so far outvie.

If I may ne'er behold again
That form and face so dear to me,
Nor hear thy voice, still would I fain
Preserve, for aye, their memory.

That voice, the magic of whose tone
Can wake an echo in my breast,
Creating feelings that, alone,
Can make my tranced spirit blest.

That laughing eye, whose sunny beam
My memory would not cherish less; -
And oh, that smile! whose joyous gleam
Nor mortal language can express.

Adieu, but let me cherish, still,
The hope with which I cannot part.
Contempt may wound, and coldness chill,
But still it lingers in my heart.

And who can tell but Heaven, at last,
May answer all my thousand prayers,
And bid the future pay the past
With joy for anguish, smiles for tears?

It clearly express out how am I feeling .

How I wish I could write like this, beautiful and meaningful..

2010-03-31T21:20:00.012+08:00

Have decided to post a short one today.

Okay, before I start. I shall send my wishing to the 2 birthday boys today!
Josiah and Weicong(NANCY) !! Happy 17th birthday guys :)

(Left)Josiah, (Right)Weicong.

Lately have been quite a busy one for me.
So much work to be done yet I have so little time.
I am feeling the stress now. So tired of school life, O's faster over!
I did not spent my March holiday wisely. Going out nearly everyday etc.
Coursework not on task, homework get accumulated day by day, revision not done AT ALL.
Is this what an O's candidate should behave?
Sometimes I wonder did I make the correct choice of coming up to sec 5.
I guess I shouldn't be having negative mindset right now.
Tomorrow marks the beginning of a new month, April.
I broke my words, I did not make any changes, laze around everyday.. Sigh.
I don't know whats up on my mind. Boo!
Time flies so fast, hopefully I will get to experience Poly life next year :)
Get motivated!

- Edited -
And, I have a piece of good news.
I found myself a tuition every Sunday after church.
And my tutor is....... KELLY STALKER HONG. LOL (She's the no.1 follower of my FB profile :P)
Thanks sis ^^

Kay, shall end here. I love my new blog song btw :P
K, off to homework :D
Late night for me again....

Some photos before I really end off,

Day out w/ Kelly & Josiah:

Steamboat @ Alan's :

Dinner @ Chomp Chomp with darlings (Taken w/ DSLR) :

More photos @ Facebook ^^

K, bye guys!

^^ (Random. HAHAHAHAH)

Hey, I just realised that I have been liking you for 4months+ !
Time flies.....

P/S Don't ask me who isit!!

2010-03-10T19:56:00.004+08:00

I gotta rush my art coursework since I am not studying or what all these while.
So why not do art instead ?
Only have 3 sketches for my board 3 . I'm really slow .

Did art coursework from 8am - 2pm today in school .
Most probably it will be the same for tomorrow as well .
Envious of those secondary 3 students, they get to go M'sia for camp !
Poor O's and N's candidates, striving and working hard for the upcoming national exam .
While Sec 2 and 3 went for camp and Sec 1 have home based learning .
And the school only left with the Sec 4s and 5s. First time ! HAHA .
Seriously this year is a bad year. But I got to think positively! -Grins-
I have God, family and friends with me. I should be happy yea? :)

But, I am being distracted totally.
Sigh. Please don't, remind me of the zero possibility ....
I lied that he's just a crush . Actually he's not .
I don't want to deny that I am feeling utter down but no there are no tears . Why?
Grats, I have reached the highest point of numb .

Bye all.
& I miss you, sucker .

2010-03-08T18:20:00.003+08:00

Happy 19th birthday to my cuzzy, Shihuan : D
& Happy 17th birthday to Luqman!

School is not smooth sailing for me .
I have accumulated way too much work .
Now I have a lot to do especially filing, I lost many worksheets, corrections and mindmap undone.
How horrible can it be?

Art coursework is another big matter.
I miss Ms Tong but by the time she is back I would have handed in my coursework alr -.-
I guess I should learn to be independent.
Most people are going to complete their board 3 alr and I have yet touch it.
My board 2 is not completed yet. Argh, so stressful ! I should have drop art!!

I hate the fact that I get affected too easily .
I give up too easily .
Everyone is striving hard, regardless studies, relationships .
And I am here sighing everyday and busy complaining .
I need to change for the better, I MUST!
But I always failed to ......... FML .

End here, off to wash up and complete my SS filing !

2010-03-05T17:57:00.003+08:00

I hate my short hair. Okay I guess my friends will be sick of me saying this, sorry! HAHAHAHA.
I want long hair. I want to be a pretty girl. Oh, who doesn't want ?

Anyway school today was alright .
Nothing much to say about school , always full of laughter with Laraine Lam around .
Of course Jeanin and Farithul as well . Their craps , super hilarious . HAHAHAHAHA .
Class is great too, Nancy lo keep uttering rubbish ............... LOL .

Shall learn to finish all my homework .
So far I have only been working hard for Emath , I got 23/25 okay ! LOLOL .
But I have not been doing the other subjects' homework . Lol -.-
Not surprised that I will obtain a decent grade for maths and the rest F9 during O's . HAHAHAHAH .
Okay, not funny -.-
Anyway Swensens with darlings was a great one, full of jokes .
Sorry humans for being so annoying and childish but I can't help it . LOL .
And today I tied a funny hairstyle HAHAHAHAH . Actually having short hair is kinda fun .

Slacked as CCA as usual.
Oh I love my school life : ) But I have sucky grades -.-
C.I.P tomorrow, there goes my beauty sleep ~

Holiday faster come ah!

2010-03-03T20:53:00.003+08:00

Today is my beloved's dad birthday .
Happy birthday daddy : )

Ah, I flunked my common test .
Only managed to pass 2 out of 5 subjects (excluding art)
O level this year , God ._.
Trying to work hard now. (very slack still)

I don't know what to do now , coursework or assessment books ?
I procrastinated yesterday, spent hours talking online. Lol.
Left my social studies in school, I have homework!
And my beautiful Saturday is gone, thanks to the level community involvement program -.-
Argh...

School was alright, everyone is catching up with studies. How about me?
I am losing out, totally. Sigh.

So vexed now and I really wonder why. Whats up on my mind?

2010-03-01T19:40:00.014+08:00

(Staring at the dusty blog which is full of mosses)

HA, here to update my blog after one month plus or so .
Many asked me to update my blog, I was plain lazy .

What happened during feb?

- CNY, Valentine's day (Thanks Shiyun for the chocolate!)
- Common tests week
- Slacked around with friends as usual .
Lastly, I CUT MY HAIR SHORT . (I am sure most of you know about this)

Arghhhh, what to update about when I have forgotten many stuffs -.-
But this year CNY was an enjoyable one , went back to Indonesia , play fire crackers and so on .
Went friends' house for visiting too : )

I seems to be busy but in fact I am procrastinating now and then .
Anyway I really got to buck up . O's approaching real soon .
Time flies now is already March ! Considering to join the DPA exercise . Should I try ?
I really want to get in Chinese Media & Communications @ NP !!
In fact any humanities course will interest me pretty much .
Work hard Michaela !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nvm, I am proud of myself the fact that I stay back in school to finish my work today !!
Last Sat had study session w/ Alicia and Canxing @ Mac . Fun fun . HEHE : P
Maybe we having another study session this coming Sat : D

Cut the crap, shall post up some pictures .

CNY ...

@ Mr Lee's house during CNY 2nd day .

Only a few photos up for CNY & I miss my long hair!!!! : /

Day out with Alicia! (Forgotten about the date alr :/ )

Lastly,

Then ..

Now ..

STFU, I know I look better with long hair . I regretted badly too -.-
Argh, FML .

Fish & Chips , Mango Ice-Kacang for today's dinner . Heheh, I am putting on weight : D
K, nothing to be happy about . I guess I need to lose weight asap before I turn into a fatso -.-
But now I am totally famished, daddy faster come home with my dinner !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Should I do assessment books or sketch art ? (End up neither I think -.-)
Must strive hard and win this battle . Stupid O level !!!
Anyway I hereby thank all those who are willing to lend me a helping hand in studies .
Love you guys !! (Esp Kelly & my girlfriends, close friends too :D)

& Shall put relationship affairs aside for e time being .
But I guess even after O's I won't have the chance too .......

Mark a fullstop here, stay tune!
Bye readers ; ) (I doubt anyone is reading)

P/S Pardon me for my broken english, I got to brush up asap ~_~

2010-01-13T22:54:00.012+08:00

Sudden have the urge to blog .
But actually I have lost the vibe to blog .
Due to the fact that school has started and I feel that I should get on to the pace ?
I don't want to be lagging behind the class already .
I know I need to pull up my socks real hard but why I am relaxing in such a state ?
Omg, that's horrible .

Anyway lately nothing much happened .
What can you expect from a girl who has started schooling ?
Oh ya, saw JJ&co at AMK Hub on Sunday . Got a shocked hur -.- LOL .
Anyway, watched Avatar 3D(like finally) with Raine yesterday .
Kinda fabulous thou such movie is not the type of genre that I will like .

Had loads of fun in school (Not in study mood yet, goshhh!)
Here comes a joke with Laraine in class yesterday during Chemistry lesson .

Raine : Eh Mich I know the answer for this question .
Mich : Which one ?
Raine : The first one , name the type of chemical bond in CO2
Mich : Okay, then what answer ?
Raine : * Write down on paper " James Bond " *
Mich & Raine : * Giggle like mad , trying to control our laughter *

SHE'S SUPER LAME, LAME TO THE MAX . LOL .

And today during form teacher period , Raine was talking to me while the teacher was explaining some stuffs .
And obviously the teacher noticed and scolded her ,
" Laraine you talk one more time I will throw you down to the pond "
5n1 : * Laughs like mad *
LOLOLOLOL .

Btw guys, I dropped Amath after long consideration .
I guess no one cares but I still want to post it out . HAHA .
Gotten O's Art question, brainstorming for ideas . Chiongggg aaahhhh !

Lastly, grats to those who obtain good grades for their O's : )
And those who didn't , don't give up and stop there .
Continue to work hard in your education path the other way .
Next year's my turn , I won't live in any regret .
Gotta start bucking up , I guess I am motivated . Think I made the right choice : D
I think I need to stop coming online so often . HAHA .
No point coming online so often too , you know ..

Okay anw , As what I promised earlier on , here's come photos .
But I guess no one is reading my blog now . Since I am so lazy to update HAHA .

Pictures taken on countdown day ( Pool )
Did I mention that I went Marina to look for Raine&co after pool ?
The fireworks were fantastic ! Sadly, didn't mange to capture any image of it .

One of the photo taken on Geraldine's family chalet : D

Meet up with Kelly & Josiah during the holiday : ))

& My new baby, itouch : D
Thanks mummy, but I guessed I made her upset .
Phone bill overshot, $160 ! : /

Time checked : 12am *
Okay shall end here and off to study for SS ! (i'll try)

P/S Gotta start saving up, I am spending way too muchhhh : (

2010-01-04T23:21:00.004+08:00

First day of school was good .
Glad to see all my friends again : )

Slept at around 4am+ in the morning , effing tired like nobody's business .
Today is just all about what should we bring etc . Nothing much .
After school headed to Compass's Yoshinoya with girls for lunch .
Catch up with them quite a lot .
Raine came over for awhile after that , and I went over to Canxing's house to meet up with the guys .
Watched Paranormal Activity , kinda stupid yet it gives us goosebumps !
Home sweet home aftermath .
& Thanks Alan for the gift : )

Sigh , here comes the stress ,
Probably getting O's Art questions next week .
& Lessons start officially tomorrow .
School is getting stricter on everything . Boo .
Gotta rest early so that I would be energize for the day .
Yawnnnnn .

Jiayou all for the upcoming GCE O level .
Stay focus !
Hmm, should I get a tutor for maths ? : O

Will update with pictures on my next post, stay tune! Bye humans ~

2010-01-01T16:34:00.006+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EARTHLINGS !

Its another new year .
Spent my last day of 2009 with a few closer friends of mine .
Reached home at around 10am this morning .
Finally this horrible year is over .
Hopefully everyone will have a fruitful year this year : )
School is reopening in just 3 days time , I guess it will be better for me .
I just need something to divert away my attention .
Strive hard for O's ! Gotta pull up my socks -.-

I shall make a few new year resolutions :
- Put in effort for my studies unlike last year
- Stop uttering vulgarities , learn to speak softer -.-
- Change for the better in fact everything
- Learn to save up, stop being spendthrift
- Learn to be on time for everything (!!)
- Quit love

Okay, thats all . Bye humans .
Dinner later!

I stopped for a moment and pondered why am I getting all this but I just couldn't get any answer .
Forget it, I gotta be strong . No more down down down ..

2009-12-31T04:13:00.002+08:00

Last day of 2009 .
Most terrible year , I detest it .
Still, I thank God for everything that happened . I learn a lot .

Why am I so unhappy ?
Shouldn't I be looking forward to another new year ?
Sigh , I hate the feeling of not getting any reply .
Totally numbed . I will quit love , I swear .
I gotta change for the better , new Michaela in year 2010 .

Will update more soon , maybe on first day of 2010 ? : )

2009-12-28T23:45:00.004+08:00

Recent Events :

Mahjong sessions at my house on Saturday .
Went to Wedding dinner aftermath with daddy and mummyyyyy .
Congrats to the newly wed : D

Went to Church yesterday, after that catch ' Princess and the Frog ' w/ Raine .
Thumbs up! HEHE .

Went shopping todayyyyy ^ ^

Met Yu Yi - Eehon (He gonna kill me when he see this. HAHAHA) in the morning .
Bought school books like finally .
He psycho-ed me to eat Pizza Hut with him , so bad ! : (
Went home after that, rest .
Step out of my house @ around 4pm .
Met Hon, Xing & Ben , made our way to bugis : D
I bought new HK pencil case and new hair- rubber band , FOR SCHOOL .
I love Artbox, their products are always very nice : P
But I guess I overspent . Left with pathetic 80bucks from 527bucks . HAHAHA .
But I returned mummy 100++ okay . So I am not that splendid : P
Kinda excited over school, hopefully can remain in the same class .

Might not be going out tomorrow .
Feel like playing pool, hands are itching . HEHE .
Aye, left bottom eyelid is twitching non-stop ! Don't know why -.-

Anw, hope LARAINEEEE enjoy her Msia trip. See ya back girl : D
& Alan Poh is on the way back from Japan oh : O LOL !

So many HK stuffs for school . HEH HEH .
I feel like a 'small-ahlian' , taking pictures of the stuffs that I just bought .
But I don't care la, they are way too cute : P

I like this picture lorzxzx, esp my new coloured nails : P

Okay end hereeeeee .

* Pardon me for the broken english, bye humansssss .

2009-12-25T21:24:00.002+08:00

Merry Christmas humans : )

Went to watch Sherlock Holmes yesterday with Kelly yesterday .
To me kinda boring except for some parts behind : /

Went to IMM with Eehon and Canxing today .
Totally hilarious , went to Jurong and ask where's Jurong Point .
In the end is located at Boon Lay -.- LOL .
Okay, never mind so we headed to IMM .
I bought new school bag and new file for school ! Spend quite a lot .
There goes my money ~

Tomorrow Mahjong session @ my house . Hehe :B
Okay shall end here , bye !

2009-12-23T14:18:00.004+08:00

Tortured .

Woke up ar 9am, pluck in earpiece with music and sleep .
Manage to sleep till 2pm and drag myself out of bed .
Cause is intolerable .
What isit that make me so effing piss off ?
IS THE DAMN DRILLING SOUND FROM UPSTAIRS SINCE MORNING .
Don't know this is the how many hundred times already .
I want to shift house I hate staying here .
If this happen next year again I gonna screw those neighbours , I AM SERIOUS .

Argh.

Forget it.
Anyway went pool and shopping trip (with Qing niecee) .
Bought one dress, hehe :B
I AM BROKE AGAIN . Bank balance left with around $150 .
HOW HORRIBLE MICHAELA IS .
Recently bought a new Braziliano Praia Beetles too : D

Hopefully someone can ask me out asap, I don't want to stay in this torture .
They have being renovating since morning 9am .
Retarded neighbour, fuck you .

I swear I gonna earn big bucks or marry a rich husband and stay in a private property .
HDB flats really sucks -.-

Staying at home is a tortured .
Alan went Japan, we not enough Mahjong kah-kis. HAHAHAH.
Nvm, hope he enjoy himself ^ ^

Lastly, good news .
Laoniang is being accepted by my school .
5th year in this 'lovely' school once again . LOL .
But I want to remain same class as my friendsssss : (

2009-12-19T04:01:00.003+08:00

Managed to pass my N's, but scrape through a little .
Disappointing grades but what can I do ?
Michaela you did this to yourself .
Still, I am very thankful that I passed . My prayer works : )
Praise the Lord .

Interview on Monday with mummy @ 9am in school .
And just received a text from Qing niece that the interview is about psycho-ing students like me to go for Higher Nitec .
Seriously, I hate the school for doing this . They are practically looking down on us .
They are being so selfish, they think that doing this is good for us .
Seriously I will prove to everyone next year that I can make it, marks my words .
GCE 'N' Level is nothing at all, so what if I flunked it . Zzz .
But before that, hopefully the school will approve my promotion -.-
22nd December will get to know my promotion result .

& Congratulations to all my classmates , whole of 4N1 make it : D
Feel happy for the rest of my friends who make it, esp the MF clique . HAHA .
PH clique make it too okay ^^
Also, thank you all for the encouragement given : )

Shall resume back to the happy me, don't dwell over unhappy stuffs .
What's over is over, can't be undone .
Pool tomorrow with Alan, Hon & Xing (Maybe girls too) @ Hg Plaza .
The thought of Hg Plaza reminds me that Aloysius is very mean .
He said that better don't let him see me at Hg Plaza if not he will bann meee . LOL >:(
But aye can't blame him, I need to control too , O's next year .
Can't be fooling around like what I did for the past few years .
I have been waiting for it so I shall not waste this chance .

Ending my post here, bye humans .

2009-12-18T06:01:00.006+08:00

Shall post in point form , lazy to type .

This are the few things happen these days :
- Mahjong sessions w/ Alan, Hon & Xing till late night . Learn a lot from them : D
- Pool sessions @ Hougang w/ darling girls (Raine,Qing,Cia,Jeanin,Chewming) and dudes(Alan&co) .
- Pool sessions @ Amk w/ Shaun&co .

See, this prove how lifeless am I .
And I just came back from Alan's house .
Luv Mahjong session ^^ , much more enjoyable than Pool : P

Can't get to sleep , its 6am in the morning now .
Bored .
GCE 'N' Level result releasing in 8.5hours time .

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I admit, I am frightened . Afraid of failing , who is not afraid ?
I regret for what I have done this year , sigh . Why I just couldn't change .
Seriously, I hate the attitude of mine . I will change for better ..

God, I pray hard for just a pass . I promised , I will work hard for my O's next year !
All the best to my friends too, hope to see all of you in Sec 5 : )
God Bless .

Really hope all of us will pass our GCE N Level .
More Mahjong & Pool sessions for us ! : D
Shall end here , bye lovelies ~

2009-12-13T23:34:00.021+08:00

Sup humans!
Here to update once again, with pictures as I promised : P

Went for advanced Christmas celebration with lovelies yesterday .
Steamboat was fab : D Pool session aftermath .
Cab home at 2am or so .
Luv you guys ^ ^

Today went church, I was late as usual .
Shall learn to punctual, Michaela you can do it!
After church went dinner w/ Raine & her family . Thanks Uncle & Auntie ^ ^
Home sweet home after that .
Suppose to go Alan's house but I am too lazy, sorryyy : P

I shall post up some overdue photos .

Outing with Josiah , (2nd Dec)

Qing's birthday , (3rd Dec)

Class Chalet (7th Dec - 8th Dec)

Class photo , beloved 4N1 : D

Played Mahjong with guys on the first night, SEE THE MAHJONG SET IS UBER SMALL : /

During games, forfeits etc . Fun fun ^ ^

Groupings : )

One of the forfeit, take pictures w/ strangers : /

Took during/before BBQ .

(Pardon me, I look ugly/unglam in pics. HAHA)

Advanced Christmas Photos (12th Dec) (I didn't receive all the pics)

Tadah, finally finish posting pictures ^ ^
Not all pictures are all thou .

Currently webcamming with Mayling Biatchhh. HAHA.
Shall end here, pool session w/ girls in the morning & shopping trip w/ Alan & Hon tomorrow !
TEE-HEE : D Pocket one big hole alr , THERE GOES MY PAY T.T

Bye all .
海派甜心 & 桃花小妹 new episode coming in around 30mins time ^ ^

Got this during Christmas gift exchange, thanks Hon ^ ^

P/S Took me damn long to type this post -.- LOL .

2009-12-09T18:44:00.003+08:00

Back from chalet, will post more when I got the photos .
Kinda enjoyable .
Big thank you to all the organizers , of course dearest 4N1 : D
Including the teachers as well .

Life is boring .
Dinner time with Alan, Hon & Xing later (?)

End here, bye darlings!

2009-12-06T23:30:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went out with Aloysius, Er-Loy-Shersssss : D
Met him @ Hougang , I was late as usual . HAHA .
Saw his mum, quickly separate . LOL .
Train to Vivo, went to find his friend . They had their lunch and stuffs .
I keep bringing him to the wrong place while trying to find DBS bank .
Someone is freezing, awww . Sorry ~_~
Suppose to meet Kelly but she had her breaktime late : /
Aloysius so kinddddddddd, buy for me Pink Panther . HAHAHAHA .
Ok, thanks bra-ther : D

Next venue, Orchard .
Went to find Junze, wait for him to knock off .
He vomitted = sick , can go homeeeeeeeee . LOL .
I went to find Mayling Biatchhhhhhh @ her workplace .
Waited for her till she knock off and we went Hougang for dinner & poolllllll .
My skills suckkkkkk , Aloysius damn sarcastic , keep ask me to teach him .
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ~___~

Home sweet home @ 11++ .

Church today was fineee .
Changed location , Trinity .
After church went to meet Mummy for dinner .
I love Japanese Mealllllllllll . TEE-HEE :B
Home after that .
Dozed off while using the desktop -.-

Class chalet tomorrow .
Humans, anything contact me through my phone . (If you have my number)
Will be back on Wednesday(9th Dec) afternoon or so?
Many fun, screaming, photos with the class . HEHE .
Luv 4N1 !

Can't sleep early tonight, Im not tired either .
Waiting for Hi! My Sweetheart episode 6 to be release and Momo Love episode 8 .
HEHE .
Okay I shall end here .

Pink Panther says : Bye lovelies ! HEHE : D

2009-12-03T23:25:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th birthday to Qing niece : D
Can watch NC16 movies legally w/o seeing fucked face of the cinema managers ^^

Hope you like the gift and you did enjoy your day with us : )

NEW MOON WAS A FABULOUS ONE .
RATE IT 4/5 . Jackson Rathbone became a lot charming , HAHA . Luvssss .
TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SUPER HOT , HAHA .
Team Jacob : D

Kay, will update more soon w/ photos .
Bye readers : )

2009-12-02T13:35:00.003+08:00

Fell asleep yesterday without switching off the desktop (as usual) at around 5am .
Suddenly dozed off lorrrrr .
Was talking on phone with Kelly and talking cock online yesterday .
TAN JIA JUN DAMN BADDDD , KEEP ON LAUGHING AT MY EMAIL NON-STOP .
He find it super hilarious and keep calling me kitty -.-''
HE EVEN BLOG ABOUT IT . ASSSSS . I swear I gonna whack him if I see him ^^

HERE IS THE EVIDENCE , click to zoom in .

You better watch out !! HAHA .

Woke up @ 11+am today .
On MSN everyone was like . " TODAY SO EARLY LOL "
All so bad : ( HAHAHA .
But I got to admit today is the earliest day I woke up other than working days -.-
Going out later with Josiah Kohhhh for movie ' Case 39 ' .
It has been real long since I watched horror movie . HAHA : /
Need to get Qing niece's birthday gift tooooo .

Waiting for my hair to dry now .
I love my new extended coloured hair .
But sad thing is the colour is ahlian ttm ._.
Never mind, who cares : D

Shall end off here, my throat is killing me. Cheesepie x_x

2009-12-01T22:48:00.004+08:00

Time flies, its the first day of another month .
DECEMBER ! One of my favourite month : )

Thought that today I will be rotting at home .
In the end went out to Town with Qing ! : D
We met at around 6pm and train down to Orchard .
Saw Shawn @ Ion , he's working . (As told by Qing. HAHA)
After that we walked to FEP , she bought her eyelash clip .
And we did something , we ...
EXTENDED COLOURED HAIR . HAHAHA .
I treat okay ^^ No la, take it as part of her birthday gift : )
I ate my dinner that, we have our usual girls talk etc .
Sorry Qing to make you walk under the drizzling rain with me ~_~
Headed to Cathay awhile and we train home from Dhoby Ghaut at around 9pm+ .
Overall an enjoyable day . HAHA : D

Tomorrow meeting Josiahhhhh for the movie Case 39 .
Thursday is a group outing , Qing's birthday ^^ .
This week is quite good : D (but pocket got big hole -.-)

Hopefully I can get to work uhhh : (
Okay shall post up today's pictures : D

And here I gonna advertise for my bitchy les , MAYLINGGGG .
Come and support her , she is selling off come stuffs at affordable price : )
http://fickle-m.blogspot.com , mention that you know this shop through my blog you will get 5% off ^^
Also, http://shopping-islovee.blogspot.com . Same thing , just mention my blog URL and you will get 5% off BUT that only apply on mayling's items .

Okay shall stop here, off to watch 战神MARS : D

2009-11-29T22:18:00.005+08:00

Church today : ) Service was fine .
Message I got today : 做人不要三心二意 and must be expressive enough .
How coincidentally can it be ~_~

After church went to SITEX 2009 @ Expo Hall 5 with Raine .
The crowd was horrible, super packed !
So halfway through we gave up and left the place without any hesitation .

Back to Sengkang, walked around and stuffs .
She went to meet her friend and I went to find my cousin for dinner .
Thanks Fong zehhhh for the treat @ Ajisen . HEHE : D

Tomorrow's plan? Not sure -.-

Fong Zeh took a photo of me eating Baby Octopus (Don't know why the picture cannot be rotate -.-)
She hates baby octopus cause she say very disgusting but I love it. HAHAHAHA : D

Life is getting boring without working or schooling .
And mummy disagree to let me take up Judo . Argh >:(

Kay shall end here.
Bye humans!

2009-11-27T21:07:00.017+08:00

Met up with a few people during this holiday .

Outing with Kelly and Josiah @ Town a few days ago .
Busy catching up with one another and stuffs : )

Movie outing with Qing, Haikal & Luqman on Wednesday .
We caught ' My girlfriend is an agent ' .
Hilarious and interesting . I like the story plot ! : D

Yesterday met up with Shiyun !
Supposed to go for an interview in the end only she went .
Because one of the rules and regulations is that must be having BLACK HAIR .
They win already uh, so I decided not to go for it .
Anyway congratulations Shiyun for getting the job successfully : )
After that we headed to Chinatown for our lunch, we were famished okay -.- LOL .
Keep on getting lost and the weather was extreme humid !
We settled down at some Hawker Center . Ordered MAYFLOWER duck rice .
We basically LOL at the shop name . Because that's her school name .
Talk cock sing song during our lunch , talked about the two akaliao cliques as usual .
HAHAHA .
Aftermath decided to take a bus down to Clementi to visit JJ and guys .
Envy leyyy, their working environment so comfortable + NO NEED TO SERVE CUSTOMERS !
Argh, feeling so regret now . Aye, forget it I shall not dwell over it .
Home sweet home at 7pm . It took me one hour or so to reach home . WADTHEHELL ! >:(

Today rotted at home as usual .
Not really actually I woke up at 5pm by my mum .
She was so 'amazed' -.- HAHA .
Super bored, Aloysius went chalet and he know his good sis, me, will miss him . HAHAHA .

The thought of chalet remind me of the upcoming class chalet .
Heard from the organizers that it will be quite fun .
But they refused to tell me there will be what activities : (
Hahah, never mind. Anticipating oh ^ ^

& Till now I am still jobless , HELL .
Shall stop typing and I will post up some Prom photos ^^

Prom Graduation Night 2009 @ Pei Hwa Secondary School

Girlfriends : D

Girlfriends w/ Fashya : D (Sorry dont know how to spell your name :/)

Girlfriends w/ Jeanin crazyyyy yeaaaa : D

Alan, Raine and Me : D

Yeechen : D

Siti & Chewming : D

Tingting & Karen : D

Jeanin & Lynette : D

Zhiqing & Laraine : D

Nuhuan & Cindy : D

Mayling : D

Eunice : D

Geraldine : D

Haikal and Luqman : D

Weichong and Benliang : D

Weicong : D

Dominic : D

Johnathan and Eehon : D

Alan : D

Canxing : D

Gerald and Chunhow : D

Laraine : D

Alicia and Mayling : D

@ Jalan Kayu's Prata restaurant after our Prom : D

BYE READERS !

I don't have the courage to .. But I must ..

2009-11-25T05:26:00.004+08:00

Prom was an enjoyable one despite the lousy venue : /
I will update the pictures asap as there are still some photos with my friends .

Caught '2012' with Alan, Eehon and Canxing yesterday too .
Pretty nice but quite traumatizing .
Pool session after that , my skills worsen so much -.-
Cab home @ 12+ midnight .
& Alan say that he will learn how to dance the 'Pink Panther' dance .
He owes me one , HAHAHAHAH :B

Right now is 5.30am in the morning .
Talking to my dear Alicia now . She came online @ 4am or so which surprised me totally !
Ahdar don't think too much alright : )
Aye so bored now , Aloysius pangseh me and went to sleep first .
He didn't pangseh la actually , he's tired already . Good for him HAHAHA .
Since he keep saying that he is not sleepy . Haha .
Walau angry, he say my hair colour look like ahlian . Thats horrible >:( LOL .

& I need to get a new temporary job seriously .
I don't want to rot at home and I want to earn some cash !
Anyone got lobangs tell me kay? : D

Shit, I still cannot get to sleep .
And I am going out with Qing and Haikal later on .
Hopefully I can wake up -.- HAHAHAHA .

I can't get to sleep now . Why ?
I don't know .
What's up on my mind ?
I don't know .
Why am I feeling so uptight or rather upset ?
I don't know .
And I lost faith towards everything , why ?
I don't know .

So many question marks popping out in my mind .
Nobody can give me an answer .
Michaela is being paranoid again .
Totally deserve it I guess, I am being too greedy .
It just like I was given some chocolates already and yet I want ice-cream as well .
Aye, forget it . FML .

2009-11-20T14:17:00.002+08:00

Prom Graduation Night 2009 @ Pei Hwa Secondary School .
(Stupid venue, cheesepie -.-)

Bored aye, Prom in less than 4hours .
Sucky dress , lousy hair colour , light makeup and unknown hairdo .
Cause I haven't decide on what hair to do .
Fuck the weather too .

Can't be bothered to write more .
Bye humans . Stay tune for pictures !

2009-11-19T14:29:00.005+08:00

Bought a casual Prom dress , shopping trip with mummy on Monday .
So cool huh, it has been long since I went shopping with her .
She payed for everything . HAHA .
Except for my Adidas watch -.- Got to pay her back after I get my pay : /

Went shopping yesterday with Raine & Qing : )
We spent a lot, totally a shopping spree .
But the weather was kinda bad for a shopping day .

I bought one dress , one top, a shades and a necklace .
Didn't manage to take any pictures .
Starting work at Singtel next week (?) till end of November .
Aye so bored today .
Feel like going out , dad just gave me $50 . HEHE .
But the weather sucks -.-

Shall end of with some self-shot pictures . HAHA .

New stuffs that I bought : D

And seriously I love the shades and my re-paint nails . HAHA .
Someone gonna say I am vain again : /

& & Prom is just tomorrow , very nervous . (Sounds like I am getting married -.-)
I have a lot stuffs havent buy yet , wth : (
Okay end here, BYEEEEE ~

2009-11-17T21:49:00.005+08:00

Last day of work today .
Went to Manlo Warehouse to help out today with the stocks taking .
Had lots of fun though is the last day .
Overall this is a good experience for me .
From now on , I will learn to fold back the clothes after browsing through . HAHA .
Cause is super tiring for the Sales Promoter to fold non-stop : (
Anyway made a lot new friends , how great .
Will miss working with you guys , meet soon alright : D HAHA .

Quitting Singtel job soon cause I find it pointless (to me) to stay there .
I shall get another job soon seriously or I might be stopping work .
But I don't want to rot everyday -.- DANG .

Prom Graduation is just 3 days away .
Not really prepared , and how 'nice' that mum is going overseas at such timing .
Aiya crap , okay never mind . I shall learn to be independent : D
HAHAHA .
Class chalet coming , can't wait ! ; )

Anyway I just got a new haircut (fringe) , pretty weird ~

Looked shag here (deprived of sleep cause of work) , anyway that's my new fringe : )
HAHA .

Also, cause of work . I missed the chance of going Zirca . Sadded : /
Okay, bye humans !

2009-11-13T23:40:00.003+08:00

Today is friday the 13th which means black friday !
But nothing bad happen to me , HAHA . Thank God : D

Anyway another working day @ Expo .
Ending work soon, how sad .
I will miss everyone working there , they are great : )
Though they disturbed me and created rumour about me : ( HAHAHA .
But they make this job an enjoyable experience : D

Singtel job next (?)
Feeling like quitting actually , don't ask me why because I don't know either .
But because of it I lost a lot good job opportunities . Damn -.-
Like the upcoming IT fair and Nike Sales which can earn a lot more .
Nevermind, like what Aloyyyy said, work so much = earn a lot .
BUT, no time to use . HAHA -.-

Okay, nothing much to post .
Boring post without pictures, sorry !
Bye lovelies ; )

2009-11-08T23:54:00.003+08:00

Working these days @ Expo , Robinson's Sale . Tiring .
But get to know fun and friendly people from there : D
Tomorrow working again . Or rather for this entire week .
Anticipating the upcoming Sunday this week .
Having two off days for me : )

Too tired to post more .
No pictures , sorry . Bye readers ~
I miss this particular ass and all my friends : (

Reply of tags :
dff } The pay is $5/hour , after you worked for 44hours your pay will increase until $7.5/hour .
RAINE } Shuddup lah girl ! HAHAHAA . Miss you too : D
Emily } Hey sexyayeeee ~ Yea, kinda busy with work . Meet you soon my dear !
ChewMing } No prob : ) Sure, will text you about it after knock off . HEHE : )

- Seriously I think you shouldn't poke your nose into other people's business .
So why bother say so much ?

2009-11-06T00:52:00.008+08:00

I know my readers miss me so decided to post a recent picture of myself .
If you think is acting cute, KEEP YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF .
HA-HA-HA . I am just kidding of course : P

But I am going to start work already so won't have the time to blog much .
I will be working @ Expo on the : 6th/7th/8th/10th/11th/12th/13th/14th/17th of this month .
Do drop by and visit me : D
& Also taking over Chewming's shift for Singtel job on 9th Nov @ Tiong Bahru Plaza outlet : )

Found a job with girlfs (again) as Singtel MIO Promoter .
The basic pay seems alright , will try to sell as many as possible ^ ^
Hopefully I can last with this job throughout this holiday , HAHA .

Aye so bored .
& Just put up some songs on my blog , enjoy yeaaaahhh .
Okay, my bed is calling me already . Bye humans ! HEHE :B

I don't want to type down any of my thoughts and feelings here : (
All I can say is I am sorry that I like you ...

2009-11-04T13:59:00.002+08:00

4N1 CLASS CHALET

Date : 7th Dec - 8th Dec
Venue : Changi , Nethravon Bungalows . Block E and F .
Charge : Around SGD5 , Please pay during the Prom Night on 20th Nov .

*Further details like the way to go and stuffs, please contact Mr Yeo - Our Co Form teacher .

Thank you .
Those who passes by my blog please take note : D

2009-11-03T19:13:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went pool with Raine and so on .
Reject her invitation to Sheesha , sorry girl .

Woke up early today to go for some job briefing .
Totally a waste of time -.-
Anyway Yeechen , Siti and me went to had our breakfast and wandered around .
Thank you girls for keeping me accompany to find a suitable prom dress : )
(But sad to say none of them I like : /)
Also currently finding another job as I decided to quit the second job that I found recently .
I know is kind of stupid to quit when I haven't even started . (Supposed to start @ 21st Nov)
My girls all had quit the job (Today is their first day) .
So I see no point of me staying there . SO ANYONE HAVE JOB LOBANGS INTRO ME PLS : D

Got my schedule for my Puma Sales @ Expo already .
Sad to say out of 15 days I only need to work for 7 days .
So many off days = Not much money will be earn : (
Never mind, will try to earn as much as possible from this job .
I NEED MONEY !
Christmas is coming just next month and I am getting a gift for every close friend of mine .
(Sorry if you don't get any from me : /)
And Prom Graduation Night giving me headache till now . Damn -.-
But is a good thing to have off days also , so that I am able to shop for my prom stuffs with friends ^ ^v
& Received a text from Dominic informing the class that there will be a chalet held on 7th Dec to 9th Dec .
Anticipating towards it , finally there's class chalet . Everyone have been waiting for it : D

Kay , nothing much to post already .
Bye lovelies !

2009-11-01T21:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY LARAINE : D
( HEI-PI BIRFS-DEH LA-RAIN )

She is damn retarded. She asked me to let her cut my fringe as her birthday gift .
Wait long long girl : ) LOL .
& I remember something nearly one month ago .
Weicong say that he willing to give me his virgin as my birthday gift . Loooool !

Anyway church today was alright : )
After that went to meet Joey . She ate her late lunch .
Chit-chat and home sweet home at around 7pm .
Boring ah ~
Pool and haircut tomorrow (?)

Sigh, I am always being paranoid over nothing . Life is sad .
I realised is very important to be direct and honest .
Cheer up Michaela (This is what I call self-console -.-)

Bye lovely readers .

2009-10-31T21:46:00.006+08:00

Halloween day , hope everyone enjoy their day : )

Daniel so poor thing, cannot book out . Tsk LOL .
These few days have been hanging out with darling girls .
Found my second job with them ! Starting from 21st November onwards .
No time to relax at all already . Will be work everyday . Kinda sad actually : (
Anyway Robinson Sales starting on 4th Nov to 18th Nov .
Means I will be working . AAAAHHHHHH .
And Prom Graduation Night it just a few weeks away .
No money = No shopping .
One word , DIE : (

Sigh , feeling so hopeless . Why why why ~

Overdue picture - On Alan's birthday . (Advanced outing)

Bye humans .

To her :
You changed , don't you realised ? If you don't , you should jolly well look carefully at what you are doing now . Clubbing , not going home, lying to parents, neglecting friends and stuffs . Thinking about what I have done this year, I regretted so much . So I don't want to see you to walk my old path . Even IF you are not talking about me instead you are talking about others . Still , as a friend I hope you will change back . Maybe I don't fit to be lecturing you . But I can't stand doing nothing about it especially when I saw your blog post . You don't even know how they feel and you just start to point fingers at them . Have you ever try talking to them first ? I doubt so , seriously . If I have malign you wrongly , hereby I apologise . I guess none of them will believe that I am talking in such a calm tone . I got to admit I was pissed and upset when I saw your blog post . But I think about the past , you as a friend to us . I decided not to be so harsh in my words . Friendships or strangers ? Is all about your choice : )

2009-10-28T20:27:00.004+08:00

Finished watching 家好月圆 . Totally a fabulous one : )
So in love with 黄宗泽 !!! : DD Rate it 5/5 seriously .
But chiong too fast, now need to look for other shows to watch . LOL .

Slept at 5am in the morning . Woke up @ 12noon . Damn tiring .
- Met Raine for Lunch @ Compass . Saw Gerald & Mervin too .
- They went for their paper while I headed to Hougang Mall alone to change some stuffs .
- Went back home to rot but took a short nap .
- Met Aloysius and went to pack dinner , talk cock and went home . LOL .
- Rot, AGAIN : (

Which is why I am posting here now -.-''
K, bye !
Working later - (Not sure .)

Watch it ! : DD

2009-10-26T23:37:00.003+08:00

Church yesterday after so long .
Enjoyable : )

Today met Raine , sorry that I made you waited for so long .
Headed to Plaza for pool . It was totally packed with people .
Many little boys there , noisy -.-
After pool Raine came over my house . She did her mask . LOL -.-
Simple day . Bored .

& I just applied some nail polish . I like the colour dey . Something like neon pink ^ ^
Aloysius say I am very vain . Annoying -.- I think he is jealous of me . HAHA .
Anyway, good luck to all the 4N1 darlings taking O's maths . Jiayou : D

Aye, bored laaaa .
Finding part time job, anybody have to intro ? : O
Off to watch 家好月圆 episode 27 already . 黄宗择 ! HEHEHE :B

2009-10-24T18:34:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went for a job interview with lovelies .
And it was a successful one : D Thanks Geraldine for introducing us this job .
It starts on 4th November but it will only be a short term one .
This means that I will still need to hunt for another job .
So please intro me if you have any job lobangs, tyvm : )
After job interview went to meet up with Raine .
Supposed to look for jobs but she's too lazy . HAHA : /
So decided to walk around , met up with Mayling & Adam too .
& Home sweet home at around 10 : )

Today it just another boringggg day .
Lunch with Joey at Compass . Aftermath slacked at block 240 .
Talk and stuffs . She went to meet her boyfriend and I went home .
And here I am watching 家好月圆 : D

Sorry to pictures to post up . Bye!
Someone ask me out , I am feeling so bored : (
& I want to dye my hair but lack of cash now !

- Zirca on 16th . yes , no ?

2009-10-23T03:07:00.002+08:00

Right now is 3:11 in the morning .
But I could not get to sleep at all . Why ?

2009-10-20T21:42:00.004+08:00

Happy 16th birthday to KELLY & ALAN :)

Slept at 5.30am in the morning , was on phone with Alan .
Okay, that's ridiculous .
BUT , I still manage to wake up at 6.50am and reach school on time for bridging course .
Applause for me ! :DDD
And , ALAN DIDN'T ATTEND SCHOOL TODAY . (He can't wake up :/)
Expected , I was totally like a zombie in school .
Basically I was sleeping during most of the lessons .
Did some Chemistry test with half effort and went to sleep .
Anyway thanks Gerald for the concern, I'm fine . Haha .
After school went to have lunch with Raine @ Compass .
She came over to my house to change and stuffs .
Headed down to Plaza for pool , Mayling biatch enjoy it hor ^^v
Raine went off earlier while Mayling and me went for dinner .
Shop for facial masks , had some heart-to-heart talk on the way home . (not really that much)

And here I am posting .
Gosh, Elementary mathematics HOMEWORK not done :(
But Sets & Notations is fun :D
Okay before that I shall continue to watch 家好月圆 Episode 7 . Whee ~

Bye lovelies !

2009-10-19T10:55:00.005+08:00

I faced up with my own feelings .
Felt so relieved after saying out the truth .
Got an answer , so just move on and carry on with life .
Aloysius will agree what I say, hor? HEHE :D
I know it won't affect us . Again, you will see this la, damn . LOL .
Those who read this part, seriously don't come and ask what's going on between me and him .
Unless you are someone close to me (?)

Yesterday didn't slept well for God knows why .
Keep waking up from my sleep causing me to be so tired now -.-
Today is Alan's birthday advanced celebration .
Shall get ready asap but I don't seemed to have the mood :(
Okay never mind, go out better than staying at home . Bye !

P/S Update more after I come back later on .

2009-10-18T18:28:00.005+08:00

Happy 18th birthday to Keith - The guy who used to show off to me about almost everything under the sun . HAHA .

Shopping trip with Mummy today @ Bugis and Town :)

Bought my Braziliano Praia Beetles ! Fast right, HAHAHA :P
Bought one Mango Racerback and one wallet as well, whee ~
Mum say I scammed her (Because I forget to bring my POSB card out) HEHE :/
But mum keep complaining that my this pair of 'normal shoes' cost her 50bucks!
HAHA ._.

Anyway thank you Mama for today, heh ^^v
No school tomorrow, boring :(

- Wml ; Von , Sorry for not clubbing with you girls :x

2009-10-17T23:35:00.003+08:00

So bored . I really want to buy the Braziliano Praia Beetles :(
Anyone want to buy it for me belated birthday gift? ^^v HAHA .
I want either the strap is red or white , bottom black . Please remember :/
Okay, just a joke :P
Their 'Vest' also very nice , I don't know what does it call .
Those got different country name on it or different places of Sg , $69.90 ! :(
Don't know why N.U.M items are so costly :(
I guess I really need to work in order to buy it !

Shall stop writting , this post super random . HAHA .

I just want to give up :')

2009-10-17T11:38:00.003+08:00

Woke up so so early today .
Nowhere to go or rather don't know where to go .
Joey biatch asked me out today, I merely said " Are you kidding ? "
She said I'm indirectly rejecting her, what a paranoid girl . Laughs .
This week is the most horrible pool week for me .
Play until so pissed off , something in my mind . (?)

& Aloysius injured his leg during his soccer game , get well soon .
With my luv you confirm will heal faster ^^v
Probably he gonna say that I'm dreaming again -.- HAHA .
He's always like this .
& Tell you something here ! Yesterday my school DM told us some Buddhist celebrate Deepavali also !
But but , is INDIAN Buddhist la dumb , HAHA .
Anyway he will see this, but just don't want to tag . Booooo . LOL .

Walau, where's everyone again? Sleeping? Oink Oink ?
All more pig than my 'Bei Bei' !
Someone entertain me pleaseeeeeeee :(
I want hunt for a job , a prom dress , a pair of heels , a tiara ;)

WML, WILL JIO YOU OUT FOR MOVIE SOON LAH, BITCH ~

2009-10-16T22:28:00.005+08:00

Went for a 45mins Pool session with girls ;)
Aftermath Qing joined us for movie , we caught ' Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs (3D) '
The movie is pretty funny and nice , time flies watching that .
Cia and Von went home first after the movie , while Raine , Qing and me headed to fareast .
Shopped & gossiped all the while .
Home sweet home at around 9pm . Thank you girlfriends for the day ! :D

Next , I wanna watch ...

Anyone Anyone? :D

But before that, for God sake . I need those money first -.-

BYE , ASS .

2009-10-15T23:10:00.003+08:00

Played maple yesterday night due to the fact that I'm feeling bored .

and I level up somemore ! HAHA :/

Today,
Pool session @ plaza in the afternoon .
Mahjong session @ Hon's house in the evening .

I feel so lifeless , seriously .
Damn , I need cash urgently $_$

Hon asking me to join him and guys at Combat Arm, should I? :O
Bridging course continue tomorrow . Bye humans !

- No club, no powerhouse for me tonightttt ;(

2009-10-13T23:01:00.002+08:00

Hello humans :D
Sorry no pictures today .

Today went to pool, and sorry for making chunhow and yanjie wait for me :/
Met up with Gerald&co at plaza . (I was the only girl for today -.-)
Stay all the way untill 4pm or so and went off .
Headed back to Sengkang w/ peeps and while the rest went home, Alan and me went Compass .
Met w/ Canxing & Benliang , walked to Hon's house for Mahjong session !
HAHA, but I didn't really played much actually :/
Home sweet home at 10pm .
School reopen for the sec 4 N's students tomorrow, bored :(
Hang on guys! Bridging course will only gonna last for 5 school days for us :D
After 22nd October, will be officially holiday, Prom night next. Cheers ~

Shall end my post here, bye !

- Sorry to my darlings for not joining you girls today @ Beach :(
Thanks for being so understanding, hopefully I will have another outing with you girls .
Luvssss :)

& I miss you this assssss !

2009-10-12T23:32:00.020+08:00

Lately keep going down to plaza for pool sessions .
Meet up with lovelies girlfriends, friends and classmates :D

Saturday - Played with Raine , met up with girlfriends after that ^^

& Today - Woke up early, (sorry humans I was late) . Had breakfast w/ Cia, Von, Yan jie & Raine .
Or rather only Raine and me were eating cause the rest have already eaten while waiting for us . LOL .
Saw a few classmates who still have their papers going on .
Around 12noon, went down Plaza for pool .
Played w/ Alan, Gerald, Eehon, Ruien, Jason,Benliang and Raine . (Only we 2 girls -.-)
Saw Aloy&co there too .
Junze, I have nothing to show off about being an A-maths student . I LAST IN CLASS DE HOR . LOL ^^v
& Also, Aloy is still as bastard as ever :) (I WANT HIM TO SEE THIS :D LOL )
Played till around 4pm went off and headed to Sakae Sushi to lunch cum dinner with Raine .
Headed to Vivo aftermath, tried on some dresses at 'Daniel Yam' :x
Went home at around 9pm :)

Overdued and others Picturesssss . (Like finally. LOL)

My birthday -

Not many pictures taken on that day, but thanks lovelies :D

During class , weeks ago . Les's webcam -

P/S I have lost the 'Xiao Qiang ' crockroach :(

Saturday (10th oct) -

Sunday ; AT HOME (11th oct) -

MACDELIVERY ^^V Corn spells loveeeee .

Today (Monday - 12th oct) -

At Sakae Sushi .

End here, toodles !

P/S Posted at 9.45am , 13th Oct . Fell asleep while posting -.-

And lastly,

I NEED TO GET A HAIR CUT FOR FRINGE REAL SOON .

2009-10-11T16:07:00.002+08:00

Today is Sunday .
No outing , no date , no anything . BORING .
This is gonna be a long post , can don't bother reading it .

So many things went through my mind , my heart , my thoughts .
I came to realise that actually I don't have as many friend as what people think .
I am not as popular as what people think .
In fact it seems that I am being ignored by the world .
I am not having emotion problems now , it just some sort of reflection ?
Maybe I should stop being so arrogant and blend in with the rest .
But I am not part of anyone, any group . A lot friends , but so ?
In my situation , it doesn't make any sense at all .
I have nice and sweet friends , I am in fault not to treasure and typing rubbish here .
The thing I hate about myself is I am way too self-centered .
Sorry friends that have been tolerating me regarding anything about me .
Since young it as been a problem , I am always different from my friends .
And I choose not to blend in with the group & I appear to be socialising everywhere .
But I totally agree with " Don't judge a book by its cover " .
I don't know where I belong seriously . I appear to be happy , but I have so many problems .
Friends care for me but I still feel so empty .
I really thank God for giving me good friends , they did a great job .
Thou I am the shit one not to treasure . But I still love them .
Not only friends but family as well :)

This year is totally a bad year for me .
I made a huge mistake , I lost my best sister , I lost my friendships w/ people(Not as close alr) , I screwed my studies , I made my mum cried so many times .
So many other more that I can't be bothered to mention out .
Seems there's this devil , and thankfully God took it away from me .
Also, luckily this year gonna be over real soon .

I clearly realised how much I need you .
I don't see myself different from you when I am with you .
Always so happy, so carefree .
Now again, seems that we are drifting apart again .
I need you partly because I like you , also because you are important to me as a friend .
I don't want to let you know that I like you .
I know you won't have any feelings for me , I don't want to break this friendship .
I don't want things like avoiding to happen between us .

God, teach me what to do .

2009-10-10T10:47:00.003+08:00

Woke up early when I slept at 2am last night .
Couldn't get into sleep , so much things on my mind .
Outing with friends , N's results , Prom night , money , job , family .
Lastly , BLAH.BLAH.BLAH.BLAH .

Okay nothing :D
Feeling so bored , send Raine a text regarding today but she's still sleeping I guess .
Probably talking on phone with guys till late (again) HAHAHA . Joking :P
Something funny happened ,
Had a conversation with AloysiusTannnnn yesterday night .
We were talking about sec4 bridging course after N's .

A : " Monday Deepavali no need go to school "
M: " Ya, your occasion . Need celebrate :) "
M: " Happy Deepavali to Aloysius :) "
A : " Deepavali not celebrated by buddhist meh? "
M: " HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA " (Seriously, I literally laughed in front of my comp)
M: " NO LA, CELEBRATED BY HINDU "
A : " Oh, then buddhist wad ? "
M: " Vesak day la, HAHAHAHAHA "

He sound so ignorant , HAHA :/
Okay, don't say so much about him . Later he will kill me >:(

Today seems to be a boring dayyy , I need some entertainment seriously .
Where are all my friends ? STILL ASLEEP LO I THINK .
Shall go and do on research on Prom dresses and hairstyles to entertainment myself . HAHA .
Cute? Elegant? Cool? :/ I want a handsome partner like YOU also :(
Okay byebyebyebyebyebye ~ Bye humans :D

2009-10-09T11:36:00.002+08:00

After today, finally can REJOICE .
Have been waiting for this day for super long .
But, no money to go out . DIE :(
A-mathematics paper 2 today , I didn't study for it :/
Never mind, shall pray hard I will still be able to do most of the questions .
(FAT HOPE MICHAELA!)

Okay end here , nothing to talk about .
HATE A-MATHEMATICS !@#$%^&*()_+

P/S All the best to those who are taking D&T and POA papers on monday :)
Especially 4N1 lovelies. HEHE ^^v

2009-10-08T19:49:00.004+08:00

Had E-mathematics Paper 2 and Geography Paper today .
Pathetic fact is that I read one page of my geography textbook and fell asleep .
Which means I didn't study for anything that include my mathematics .
So worried, I made quite a few mistakes (My ans were different from others!) for my E-math .
Anyway had fun with girls during the break time after E-math paper . HAHA .
Damn afraid of the lightning, we took our own sweet time to walk to Anchorvale CC mac .
(Luckily manage to reach on time for Macdonald breakfast, HEHE ^^v)
Next, Geography? Needless to say, gone case . Didn't really do Section A only wrote a few lines .
Combined Humanities really totally a gone case .
But was so embarrassing that the invigilator trying to wake me up during exam (she thought I didn't complete my paper) and I didn't response at all cause I was so into my "lala-land" ! :/

Anyway forget it , today's a bad day for N's :(
Last paper tomorrow, the day I have been waiting for !
Anyway congratulations to those who have finished your N's :)
All the best to those who have not(Obviously that includes myself) , last lap !!
Also, there will be a 2 days holiday next week for me, how cool ! ;)
But, there will be bridging course for us . And they say " No attendance = No promotion to sec 5 "
Even if you PASS YOUR N-LEVEL . Damn it -.-
Never mind, just a 7 days normal school days :)
Till now still praying hard that I will be able to get promote to sec 5, God bless !
I am super scaredddddddddddddddddddd :(

Okay, I think all of you hate wordy post .
Shall end here , bye humans .
4N1 lovelies , jiayou for tomorrow's A-mathematics Paper 2 ! :D